Archive for May, 2006
i wonder
somedays i feel like magic,
somedays i feel like shit,
somedays i feel like fuck,
somedays i wonder.
we’re human
when you meet someone that you can’t help or something that you can’t do.
it’s times like this that remind us that we’re human.
to starve
daddy please don't kill me.
yesterday, daddy gave me $100, now it is gone. supposed to last till 4june.
8 more days till 4 june. davio is going to starve.
dumb dee
phro and i were talking about movies. then she asked why.
dee: nah, nothing much, just wondering what u like.
phro: ok
phro: you
dumb dee then thinks that phro was asking which movie he likes.
to be awesome
got a replacement for the lappy adapter. going to meet phro later. rugby training at 5.30pm.
nothing can spoil this day. it's going to be awesome! C:
God/perfect
topic about God. elder sister insists that God is perfect thus not fat. i beg to differ, cause our definition of perfect may not be God's definition thus our definition might be wrong.
discussion(arguement) ended.
walks into sisters' room. hears elder sister talking about the discussion earlier with me.
sees cardboard door open. moved to see around the door. elder sister yells, spewing vulgarities.
walks back to the kitchen to tell mom about what happened. as expected, mom takes elder sister's side. saying i should knock on the door before entering but the door was not even closed to begin with.
then i asked about the vulgarities, mom hesitates to reply, elder sister then speaks, "i was so angry."
me: so it's alright to use vulgarities when angry?
elder sis: it's not alright, it's understandable.
me: so it's alright?
mom: it's not alright.
here, then i think that mom will say a word or two about using vulgarities. however, elder sister then brings about the first topic about God.
and how she cannot believe that i think God might be fat.
we end up exchanging our opinions rather loudly. mom then tells me not to argue with my elder sister.
mom then joins in with elder sister. yeah! so it's davio smashing time. C:
after awhile, i realised that it's useless for me to continue listening to them so i said "i can take this(you two raising your voices at me) as a personal attack or i can take this as your just saying your opinions."
i continued "i'm going to take it as your are just saying your opinions, so end of discussion."
i had to repeat it twice before they backed off.
think about it this way, about God being perfect. what is our definition of perfect? is it God's definition?
if indeed God is perfect thus not fat, does this mean that fat people are imperfect? what more about the people who have birth defects and all?
the way i see it, perfection is determined by a person's opinions/views/etc basically, a person.
humans are imperfect so therefore how can we determine something to be perfect?
noo noo mengoola 